big hands i know you're the one.

il m’a dit, “que veux-tu pour ton anniversaire?”
je lui ai repondu, “dessine-moi un mouton.”

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with the exception of a quiet dinner at destino’s, i didn’t really celebrate my birthday.
it’s kind of difficult because i’m reminded that exactly one year ago, tedd passed away.
and yesterday i went to matt‘s funeral.
my heart broke when matt’s mom talked about how it’s not right
that a mother should ever have to bury her son.

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if i should ever die an untimely death,
i only have three requests:

1. please don’t preach about christianity and salvation at my funeral.

2. please tell wonderful, funny memories you have of me, like,
“this one time, veanne and i were stuck in traffic in tahoe for six hours
and she made me stick my ass out the window to fart”
or whatever. you know what i mean.

3. when they carry my casket away, i want someone to bust out a boombox
and play something upbeat and irrelevant
like

blister in the sun

hope.

while driving back from socal,
this rainbow appeared shortly after christophe called me to give me the news.

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currently listening to:
my last memory of tedd was from a week ago.
we were in the chill nook when tenacious-d came on my ipod.
tedd dropped to his knees and enthusiastically serenaded me,
“i think i got something in my teeth..”

fuck her gently

saying goodbye..

damnit tedd.
i know it hurts really bad sometimes, but i wish you could have pushed through it.
we were supposed to take over the world together.

i miss you terribly.

love,
veanne

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please take care of your friends.

break from studying for finals

i don’t think i’d ever be able to juggle men
because i have the lousiest memory.
it’d be like..

“i saw kung fu hustle on friday. it was so dope!”
“um.. you saw that with me.”

doh.

some pics from my four day weekend:

tedd, who got me drinking 40’s at noon.. on a thursday.

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outside the downlow party.

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happy graveley @mclaren park.

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@102.5 radio station.

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brandon and the cat.

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currently listening to:
i was totally jockin’

this plump dj’s remix
at the radio station,
but now i’m not so sure if i like it.